Shh! Ashley Graham almost died while giving birth! Listen to the sad story!

Ashley Graham She is becoming clear about a very frightening situation that happened when she gave birth to her twin children in January.

In a new article published for Glamor On Friday, the 34-year-old revealed that he had almost died at birth at his home. Recalling the difficult night, she explained that she had successfully given birth to her sons, Roman And MalachiBefore suddenly feeling very sick. Describing the beginning of birth, he wrote:

“The night I gave birth to twins, I was bleeding. It was 2 o’clock when my contractions started. At 3:45 I went to the toilet thinking I needed a bathroom, and Malachi came out to fetch him just as my doula was coming. Two hours and seven minutes later, Roman was in the bathtub of my apartment — we didn’t even have time to blow up the berthing tub at home because everything happened so fast. ”

That’s great!

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Everyone was “celebrating” at first because things went so well, and he praised his “team of skilled, intelligent and trained professionals” who helped him through the birth. Tensions quickly turned to panic, he noted:

“The next thing you know, I looked at my midwife and said, ‘I’m not feeling well. I think I have to lie down, and I’m black. “

Apparently he was in a really terrible condition, he continued:

“All I can think about is feeling a light touch on my cheek, which I later found out that someone was actually pulling something out of my cheek, someone was holding my hand, my husband. Justin [Ervin] My ears, prayers, and someone is pushing me with a needle in my arm. And I saw the darkness and felt like the stars. “

He details what happened while he was out:

“When I finally arrived, I looked around and I saw everyone. They just kept telling me, ‘You’re fine. You’re fine. You’re fine.’ They didn’t want to tell me, just then, I lost a liter of blood. The veins in the arm are ruptured and they can’t get the needle for the petosine, so they have to hold it in my hand. Day – a mental release from the chaos I just experienced. “

Fortunately, the plus-sized model survived the night, but she will be able to recover hard, both physically and mentally. Not only was he in bed for “four days”, but after “about two months” he did not leave his house. It became a time of “joy, learning and laughter, acceptance and recovery” as he adjusted to life with his three sons. Isaac2. R. Quite a big deal The podcast host also reveals how the health crisis affected her body image:

“Like many women, what I gave up during delivery has reshaped my relationship with my body – and I know that I am the person who is screaming from the roof, ‘Love the skin you are on. “Yet for me, the birth of my three children has thrown a lot out of the window.”

She had to cancel plans to attend a photoshoot scheduled for eight weeks after delivery because she still didn’t feel confident enough, she reflected:

“I have not been able to walk properly for a long time, let alone exercise. I would shake, I didn’t feel myself physically or mentally. I planned to return to work eight weeks later, but I was devastated, and when I looked in the mirror, I thought I was pregnant. “

Why it seemed so problematic, he continued:

“I work in an industry that expects me to work in a body that is ‘back’ – a stress that no woman deserves to feel in any industry. I have always fought against unjust and unrealistic standards and yet, if I am completely honest, I was here, hoping to get myself back. And fast. “

We like that he is openly expressing how harmful these “unrealistic values” can be and that even he is not immune to stress. Even this is an important message for the fans to understand.

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As he learns to love his body – stretch marks and all – he admits that he still struggles from time to time.

“Still, if I’m completely honest, I go into the waves. I still don’t feel completely comfortable in my body, whatever the advocacy of positivity in my own body. There are days when I look at myself and I say, ‘There’s nothing you can’t handle. There’s nothing you can’t do. ‘ Then I look at the stretch marks that still exist in my belly and will last forever, and I think, God, why do you have to go over my belly button? I’m a lingerie model, for God’s sake. Don’t look like this underwear model. But then I remind myself, ‘Well, I’m never ideal to see a simple lingerie model.’

He finished the powerful and emotional essay, saying:

“The truth [is] That it was not easy for me. This was messy. This was emotional. And that included teaching myself to many – that I was brave, that I was talented, that I was beautiful – and that we were all. At the same time, I want to create a place for women to feel fearless and beautiful and vulnerable. “

We are just shocked to see what she did while giving birth! To read his full article, click here. Ashley sent a lot of love! We are so glad she made it through that horrible night and appreciate that she is taking the time to weaken her story in the hopes of helping and connecting with others. Worried?

[Image via Ashley Graham/Instagram]